I feel like I learn new things about myself and others every single day.  Things that surprise me.  Like not really missing my ex boyfriend as much as I expected.  Or like that I joined the military yesterday.  I actually did!  And not just the reserves, but active duty!   Maybe I'm crazy after all!  Also that I just saw my old step-dad and that I'm ok with that.  And that I saw my half siblings that I haven't seen in two years.  I learned also that I can get emotional about certain things.  I thought I was always level headed no matter how excited or disappointed but I actually had an event this week that left me sobbing.. for joy mind you.  Which I think is only the second time in my life that's happened.  Unfortunately it was a misunderstanding and I was left disappointed afterwards.  I've also learned that some people have issues that others can see and they themselves can't see yet they CAN see issues of other people.  Odd.  Makes me wonder if people can see my issues even though I think I pull off being normal pretty well.  Also I've learned more about what I really believe in and what I really doubt.  I've learned more about my dreams and aspirations that sometimes I think about but I'm not always sure how sure I am.  All this in only a week!  I've had just a slight bit of de-ja-vu lately.  It seems to happen when I'm making decisions or changes I think.  I've discovered that though I enjoy keeping things planned and organized I can also make hasty, even slightly rash decisions spontaneously.... when I'm completely free why not?