4.26.2011

Choices


Sometimes life hands me a candy-shop full of difficult decisions and I feel once again like the little kid who can only choose one selection and struggles painfully over which will be the wisest and most profitable choice.  And then I'm full of "what-ifs" and ideas of pros and cons and where each road might lead.  No matter if one choice has more pros and another stronger cons I still struggle.  With so much debate I continuously prolong making the final decisions thinking maybe something in my situation will change making it easier to move on with one of the possibilities.  But no, it keeps not happening.  And I'm at the point where I have to decide on things at last or I'll start creating problems not only for myself but for others as well who can't move on until I do.  Well, perhaps I am finally ready.  Uneasy and worried, but I think I at least have a plan as to what would be best to do.  I have done my best to separate myself emotionally and just make logical decisions based off of what would be better for me and others down the road.  Ugh.  It's ever so hard when they could all be great in different ways!  I love having options but I've never had so many that I regretted praying for them!

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