I haven't written in a couple MONTHS!  But then, no big deal.  Life's been crazy as it gets!  I'm finally thinking I'm over my last boyfriend and on with normal day to day life.  I'm trying to avoid falling into criticizing men and thinking they are all jerks... that doesn't do any of us any good, right?  In the meantime I've found myself extremely busy with so many delightful ways to spend my time!  I didn't even realize it was possible to do so much with so little time while working fulltime!  Sometimes it wears me out, but nonetheless, it's fascinating!  I can spend a couple days here, a couple there, an hour or two here, another there, by so doing, I can volunteer at the Red Cross, the temple, the mtc, as a mentor, and make stuff for orphanages, train for a half marathon, attend all my church activities, learn languages and how to do family history all at once!  Granted I don't achieve any of those goals right away, rather, it takes forever, or I can only give a little time every here and there, but it adds some spice to life and gives me the variety I need to keep me from running off to a new state too soon.  Actually I was thinking about learning a language and teaching in another country... ah, how amazing it'd be... except possibly terrifying, too!  Anyhow.  It'll take awhile to learn a language and get certified to do that in the first place, and at the rate I'm accomplishing things I'll need a few years.